We didn't choose the thug life, the thug life chose us.
Long before I picked up my first point-and-shoot camera, Mom was the token pointer (and shooter) of our family. I was her primary subject, and when my brother, Alex, came along—or Sasha, as I had affectionately named him one night while our parents debated names like John, Paul, Ringo, or Eugene, and whatever other simpleton name I had disagreed with around the age of six—he became my co-star in Mom’s Hollywood. We had one job: to grow up in America. Mom’s duty was to document our expressions: the awe of Christmas, the terror of Kindergarten, for we were two boys in the land of morning cartoons on Saturday, Halloween, and in my case, McDonald’s.
We pose, Mom takes our pictures.
New York is our kingdom. Lady Liberty looks over our shoulders.
Dad’s finger is an inch from covering the lens, suffice to say Mom does not ask him to take too many photos.
Between my two composers, Mom has the eye for composition.
The Riabovs have no time to learn about SLRs, we are too busy studying the American Dream.
This film is perfect for the sunshine.
I take pictures of my new country, Canada, as mom took pictures of America. (I still call the USA "America," as that's where we were told the yellow brick road ended.)
Spring is here, as are bursts of light (on occasion) that beckon me to explore the great outdoors. I venture out to English Bay, rent an EVO and embark on a drive up to Strawberry, Point, Lilloet Lake, the furthest yet I’ve driven North. I snap pictures without needing to focus or adjust the shutter speed, capturing moments as my mom did: despite the years (and distance): Mom is in St. Petersburg, Russia, as is Dad. We stay connected through yet another product of America: WhatsApp.
Mom has finally learned how to video chat. I ask her if she still takes pictures.
"Boreńka, I take pictures on my smartphone now, I don't use camera. When will you call me?"
As I contemplate the possibility of having children in the future, despite the wars, Robots, and widespread human indecency, I am drawn to the idea of using the point-and-shoot camera to capture our family memories. There is something inherently tactile about the simplicity of these cameras—the ease of use, the straightforward mechanics, and the joy of simple electronics.
Boris Riabov